This weeks parashah
of וָאֶתְחַנַּן [Va’etchanan]
begins:
וָאֶתְחַנַּן אֶל יְה בָּעֵת הַהִוא לֵאמֹר
Va’etchanan
el Hashem v’ayt ha he laymor
“And I implored [or entreated] Hashem at the
time, saying…”
Breaking down the sentence into three components we can see the
following.
Rashi teaches us that the word Va'etchanan “And I
implored” is a
derivative of the word chinan, which always signifies [the request for] an
unearned gift. Moses we all know is
one of if not the most righteous Jews to have lived or ever is likely to
live. Even though the righteous could
justify their requests based on their good deeds, in their humility they only
request unearned gifts from G-d. It is said that it is probable that this
is because the righteous would prefer to receive any form of reward in the
world to come, rather than in this life.
“At
that time.” Rashi goes on to
explain that to a certain extent Moses may have actually thought he had avoided
his long feared fate of not being able to enter the land of Israel. Perhaps he was thinking that “after I had conquered the land of Sihon and Og, I thought that perhaps
the vow [which G-d had made, that I should not enter the land] was nullified,
[since the land I entered has become part of the land of Canaan].
“Saying,”
This is one of three occasions in which Moses said before G-d, “I will not let You go until You let me know
whether or not You will grant my request.”
Of course we know better. Moses was not to be allowed to enter the
land to which he had led the children of Israel for more than 40 years, despite this heartfelt petition.
In fact G-d if anything becomes angry with Moses for the repeated
asking.
In our generation, many of us feel entitled, to be given things - as a reward for our good deeds, whether it be for an act
of chessed [kindness], performing a mitzvah [good dead] or “just because.” What we should realize, especially in this generation, is that we are the recipients of so many gifts, on so
many levels each and every day. Both
on a personal level, on a communal level, in the land of Israel, and as a nation of Am Yisrael.
We should all strive
to be on the level of Moses, to be humble enough to recognize that what we pray for each day is not the repayment of our great righteousness but, rather, the continued gifts of a very gracious God.
Shabbat shalom.
Guest posting by
Marc Turansky
(a commentary on his Bar-Mitzvah parsha!)
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